Firstly.

i did not make this for anyone to read and consume their lives with.
i don't care who reads this though either.
but most people i do know, do not use this, and so i decided i will use this.

anyway.

i don't know why i like to be a bit secretive.

i'm talking to an old friend i've known for so so so so long, and i just almost cried.
because i haven't spoken to him in like 3 years and i don't know.
so much memories.
the things i constantly think about, he easily puts away.

how can anyone be that strong?